God is good all the time….
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Matthew 5:4
We are trying to find a groove with school….
The older three kinda have it ….
The younger two need more of my time….
I have gone from no idea what they do for school…
To knowing a smidge…
That is progress…
I will take that….
I never thought I would be doing school without her…
Without her by my side…
I never thought I would be doing life without her…
I know she is here…
In spirit and heart….
I know she is here….
I see her in my children everyday…
I miss her touch…
We are not without her….
We are just finding something new….
A new way of living with her….
It takes a new shape…
Each day…
We tread new ground…
He is guiding us…
We are seeking Him…
We are following…
He is directing our path…
We are obedient…
The best we know how…
I don’t know why….
Why I am doing this without her presence….
As quickly as I verbalized that thought…
He answered me…
With such assurance….
With such love….
With such Grace…
With such confidence…
He put the answer on my heart…
Why am I doing this without her….
Because I can…
Because He believes in us….
Because her spirit in heaven with do even more….
More them it did on earth….
For the kingdom of God….
He reassured me…
This is but a vapor….
We will be back together soon…
Relative to eternity….
I have just walked to the mailbox and back….
With her at the house….
The years we are separated….
Will be just a breath….
We will be together for eternity…
Together with Jesus….
In His amazing presence….
I don’t understand eternity….
I don’t quite comprehend it….
I know it is a really really really long time….
And that is enough….
Enough to bring me peace….
We have so much more to do on this earth….
To honor her….
To glorify Him….
We have a lot of people…
People that need to come with us….
To heaven….
We will be there in His time…
With an army of people behind us….
Because He is using what the enemy meant for evil…
For His good…
We will seek Him…
Every step of the way…
I cannot see our next steps…
But that is ok…
He has got us…
He has got her…
….all the time God is good.
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