I cannot seem to find the words just yet…
But here are a few…
God is good all the time…
My nephew summed it up pretty well…
“The Lord got a really good one today”
My healed wife is fully whole and has reached her ultimate victory in being with Jesus!
In the spirit this is amazing and almost envious!!
In the flesh it is excruciating….
I am choosing to walk in the spirit as much as I can…
The joy of the Lord is my strength…
She will forever be with us through our beautiful and amazing children that she has poured her life into developing…
My children are supporting me, are worried about me, are encouraging me, are lifting me up….
They are so strong…. In the Lord….
They love Jesus so much…
That is what she has raised….
This has been a beautifully horrible experience…
We have a more intimate relationship with Jesus through all this…
My children have grown closer the the Lord…
My wife and I got to be together 24 hours a day since February…
and are closer than ever…
The horrible is obvious…
I am a peaceful wreck….
I did not deserve such an amazingly beautiful person to love me so much…
But I am so thankful to the Lord for giving me 18 years with her…
That is the best I have at the moment…
More to come….
…. All the time God is good!!!!!