God is good all the time….
I have faith in God. I will not fear. – Mark 4:40
The attention from others is beginning to fade….
Their love, compassion, empathy, and concern for us has has not faded….
It is stronger than ever….
It is just time….
We are still being lifted up in thoughts and prayers….
We know it….
We feel it…..
We are so grateful for it….
But everyone must move on….
Like first riding a bike….
We are a bit wobbly….
A lot wobbly….
Have some bruised knees….
We fall from time to time….
Still will for long to come….
But we are moving forward….
Thanks to all the support….
We are moving forward…
Thanks to God…
We are moving forward…
We had training wheels all around us…
You and your love….
Following God’s tug in your heart to help us….
Even if you don’t know God….
That tug to help was Him…..
Humbled and speechless for the love that has been poured out on us…
It is natural for everyone to move on….
On to the next family in need…..
Even if it is themselves….
We need to continue on the path of a new way of living with her….
I feel more mortal than ever….
I sometimes roll over at night and reach for her hand….
When she was walking through the season of disease….
That is what she needed….
We held hands at night….
All night….
Every night….
That is how she would wake me….
Or how I could tell if she needed something…
If it was time for pain medicine….
She would squeeze my hand….
It usually did not take more than once…
The slightest movement and I was up….
Checking on her….
I miss holding her hand….
She no longer has to squeeze my hand…
I am so thankful to God…..
She has no need any longer….
She is in His glory….
The pain is gone….
Need is gone…..
Glory is all she knows…..
I am sometimes jealous….
The children and I have so much to do here on earth….
He has prepared us…..
Our path will glorify Him….
And honor her….
The enemy has been attacking me….
In the place where he has the best chance…
My mind….
I said I am feeing mortal….
That causes me to fight fear….
I choose faith….
I will not fear….
The pains in my chest…..
I will address with wisdom….
I will not chase in fear….
We have a vacation planned to the beach…
My healed wife’s favorite location…
We have not been there for five years….
Joseph was a baby….
We are so excited….
Blessed to be able to go….
The enemy is coming at us ….
Trying to induce fear….
Trying to steal our joy….
I first asked if I was getting Godly wisdom…
Or propaganda from the enemy….
There was a little wisdom to glean….
I received the wisdom…..
The repetitive attacks were from the enemy….
Trying to plant the seed of fear….
I will choose to cast out fear…
I am under perfect love….
His perfect love…
There is no fear in love….
We are mortal….
But I will not fear that day….
For me or my children….
The enemy wins when I start down that path…
He will not win….
It is a constant battle…
Which is good news to me….
If I were walking with the enemy…
He would be leaving me alone….
He does not like our direction….
The attacks keep coming…..
Just confirming we are walking with the Lord…
Bring on the attacks…..
He has messed with the wrong family…..
We are ready with the full Armor of God…
Everyone but Joseph is at camp this week….
A special week for the campers….
A special week for Joseph….
I miss them….
They are in good hands…..
A great camp…
A great God…..
I am a little envious again….
My healed wife gets to be with them this week…
I do not….
We talked about that on the way to camp….
It brought the children joy and peace to know….
They are learning the new way of living with their mom….
I had to ask if they packed their girl stuff….
That is a role I have to fill now….
We have always had an open relationship….
Able to discuss everything with mom and dad….
They still can….
I may have had a bit of discomfort….
They never flinched at the discussion….
The girls are prepared if they start at camp….
That is what matters….
I am so proud of my children….
We will be all back together Friday…
I cannot wait….
….. all the time God is good!