God is good all the time…..
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses…. Heb 12:1
School is near….
Summer distraction….
Is winding down….
I know….
I know….
I know….
The Lord will not allow more on me than I can handle….
Necessary routine is here….
Constant entertainment is over….
I have so much support….
It is still heavy….
I cannot imagine how this unfolds….
That is why I need Him….
He has the direction….
I have no idea where I am going….
Specifically….
But I absolutely know where I am going….
He is taking us to continued peace…
Continued Joy….
To a future…
To a Hope….
He has plans for us…
That is where we are going….
I have peace in that….
In the flesh….
It is hard to not have a picture….
A physical picture….
I struggle with control….
It is actually pride….
He has revealed that to me….
Control is pride….
It is hard to not have the picture….
The map is only being revealed one step at a time….
For me…
It is hard….
To only see one step ahead of us…
But we trust…
B u t. We. T R U S T……
We breathe….
We step….
He is guiding us….
We have given it all to Him….
I have never before really surrendered to Him….
Not compared to how I have in this season….
It is controlled chaos….
Finding this new routine….
But still full of overwhelming peace….
I am a peaceful wreck….
I hope my children are seeing more of the peace…
Less of the wreck…
But they still need to see a glimpse….
A glimpse of the wreck….
To help them understand….
Understand the level of trust….
The magnitude of His love….
Carrying us through this….
It is a new way of living with her….
Routines that she created….
That she mastered….
I never knew how much she did as a Tudor….
How much she did educating our children….
A common phrase for me right now….
I do not know what I do not know….
And….
I am drinking from the fire hydrant…
I have so much help….
My children are amazing….
They all want to help….
They all are helping….
None of them want me out of their sight…
Not for a moment….
I am never alone….
A walk to the mailbox…
A walk to the car…
At least one is with me….
With no intention….
But to be with me….
I want to be there for them….
He wants me to be there for them…
Like He is here for me now….
I am so excited about our future….
We are giving it all to Him….
He knows the desires of our hearts…
He has plans…
We just have to follow….
He will use this to glorify Him….
IF we just allow Him….
Remove control…
Remove pride….
Just trust….
…..all the time God is good!!!